that's how old oliver is today.
i'm starting to get into the rhythm of this new life. like, not constantly looking at my child wondering if i have enough time to make it to the bathroom and back before he wakes up. {as if that would be the most horrible thing.}
another thing. i'm taking like 80 photographs a day. and they're the same thing over and over. oliver sleeping. oliver looking around. oliver sleeping. you get the drift. anyway, i am that mother. obsessed.
it's all so primal, you know? i join all of the other parents who say that they never fell in love so fast and deep with someone they just met. and before oliver, i thought that was just something nice you say about parenthood to get other people to become parents. or to establish some sort of exclusivity to discern between parents and non-parents. i don't know what i thought. but i never thought i would feel this.
what a funny combination. to have such primal instincts in modern times. like when strangers make small talk about how old your baby is and how cute he is {which is undeniable}. and you know in your mind that this is harmless - endearing even, that a baby can bring people together. but if your gut had the microphone it would be saying, "back off bitch" to that very nice stranger.
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